Friends

Lately, I feel I am completely losing track of my friends. I can't seem to juggle all of my friends at once, and then on top of that with my secretary job, and school, and now I think lots of my friends are kind of pissed off at me, because I'm not "listening" to them/hanging out with them, like usual. The other day Margie called me and told me problems she was having with one of her friends down there in Texas, and how this friend is kinda always really pissed that Margie never calls her, or sometimes Margie is just way too busy to even hang out with her. And so then, the friend feels like they shouldn't be friends anymore.

Almost like the crazy boyfriend/girlfriend stalker effect.

So, Marg went on to tell me that she was really happy that I never act like that, and that I'm pretty much cool with whatever. Which, almost makes me feel bad, because I feel like I'm not doin' my job... haha, not like that. I just feel like I don't usually care, is because I'm really busy with other stuff, and I never really notice when she doesn't call me, or we don't talk for a whole week straight.

I have been best friends with Margie since I was 8 years old, then she moved to Texas when I was 10/11. And I have still been able to keep in touch with her all this time. We talk on a average of 3 hours a day, (and don't worry, we have mobile-mobile, so it's all free :D) and we're still each others best friends.
I don't know how it works, but it does, so its great. Except, we do have a sort of big fighting problemo....It's not that bad when I'm in Texas, (it's because we have more freedom when I'm there, haha) But it's absolutely terrible when we are both in Chicago... so for Texas I will go.

Also, one more thing.
(here is another Margie story again) I was telling her how I was sort of embarrassed about my hiper self. I turned into one of those girls. You know the ones, the ones who are hiper about God?

"Omg! Jesus has worked so much in my life! GOD IS GOOD!!! WHOO!!"

I'm totally for Jesus. I just am not like that. I am not the type of person who does that at all... (which probably isn't necessarily a good thing. lol)

I was telling her how on Sunday that I turned into that, after church, when I did a set with Paula.... and how I was completely creeped out by that.

"You know that is a good thing Evie, right?" She said chuckling.

Why does it make me almost scared when I turn into "one of those girls"? So, here I am, thinking all about this, and I have figured it out.
I have been really hurt by girls like that. They act like good christian girls in front of other people, but then turn around, and pretty much, act like they are way too good for me.
Therefore, "acting" Godly, but then completely two faced. Or, two timing God. Or, two timing people.
Maybe I should act like that, but I refuse to two time people, and God. You really got to take care of both... isn't it love your neighbor as yourself?

Well, obviously love God more then yourself, or your neighbor, but I think you get the point.
Just the annoyances of Evie... haha